On Sunday morning, our beloved Barney, after 18 years by my side, passed away peacefully in his bed at the foot of ours. He had been the heartbeat at my feet, a constant companion through all of life’s ups and downs. Barney wasn’t just a pet—he was family, and his quiet, dignified presence filled our lives in ways words can hardly capture.
He inspired a book, graced countless articles, and left a lasting impression everywhere he went. But despite his fame, Barney was a dog who preferred solitude over affection. He wasn’t one for snuggling on the couch, but always wanted to be where I was, whether it was lying beside my feet or trotting alongside me.
I still remember the first time we met him. He was tiny, just the size of a tea cozy, furiously attacking a broom in a Milton Keynes backyard. I thought it was adorable at the time, unaware that he’d never meet a broom he didn’t want to destroy. He had a long list of dislikes—skateboards, a certain Briard in Clissold Park, and, oddly, restaurants. He couldn’t sit still under a table, and his impatience often made me feel like the one being judged.
Barney’s love for the beach, poached chicken, and squeaky toys was matched only by his love for us. In his final days, I was struck by how light he had become. His once strong presence—he’d filled every room—was now a distant memory, and his 12 kg frame had grown fragile.
This past year had seen his health decline. I didn’t realize it at first, but the tell-tale signs were there—his selective deafness had worsened, and slowly, he became more distant. Each day became a countdown of ‘lasts’—the last walk, the last time he’d wear his collar, the last time he’d trot upstairs, or sit in the garden while I pulled weeds and sipped coffee.
When Séan was away last week, I knew Barney’s time was near. Each morning, I checked to see if he was still breathing. I knew I’d have to call the vet soon, but I wanted Séan to be here to say goodbye. By Friday, Barney stopped eating, despite all the favorite treats I tried to tempt him with. Then, when Séan returned home on Saturday, it was as though Barney had been waiting for him.
Thank you, B, for everything. You opened my heart and life in ways I never expected. You were the very best dog.
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